Old one from my e-memoirs

तुझें पाने के बाद ऐसा कोई नहीं जिसे मुश्किल है पाना
तुझे पाने के बाद ऐसा कोई नहीं जिसे मुझको है पाना

Funny is the process of aging...

It helps you gain experience and form your world view and build 

confidence... while at the same time it makes you a little fearful of 

the unknown, holding you back from using your experiences to

tread further on your path of true calling...!

A 10-year-younger me would have jumped at the opportunity of

performing a great role in the warm and colorful land of Spain... 

but the current me immediately calculates the chaos it would bring

and the effort and exhaustion it would take for subsequent 

calmness to set in...

I think I am getting old... :(

New year... new start...

Will try to get out of my head and out of my shell :)
Have realised (and also been told by some) that I am notoriously addicted to,
for lack of a better word, loneliness !

Time (again!) to break this loop... hoping I can sustain this change.