Catching up from where we left off..

and without a hint of the gap showing.. Its an amazing feeling to do that.

Kehte hai log ke taqdir bata tha..........
Magar taqdir bata kab tha, sabhi to mere haathon mein pada hai!

With such amazing friends around me.. I think I am quite the lucky person.
Thank you God/Almighty/SuperPower/DivineSelf/Conspiring Universe !!
:o)

Deepti- served chilled :-)

I am sure you must have felt relief pass through every cell in your body
after you've done/said something that has been harping on your mind
for some time? :o)
How does that feel? Good... bad... ugly... wrong... right..?
Well... there was something chewing my brains for some time.. today I
finally mustered courage to express it and felt so damn good after it.
I am myself now... :o) and so chilled ...

Kaash....

Kaash dil ki awaaz ka itana asar ho jaye...
Hum unhe yaad kare aur unko khabar ho jaye!

On my own turf

... on my own terms.. but not on my own yet! :o)

Waiting to get back to normalcy.. i mean being alone :)

Do I have to say the words?!

Wouldn't life be so much better if we could hear unsaid words?
Ofcourse it could also make life a living hell but lets keep that aside for a bit.

Imagine being able to read your friend's mind when s/he is cursing you.
Inside you could read the love s/he has for you that prompts the bawling out.
Being able to read the numerous thoughts that go on in people's mind about you.
Someone might be wishing you a speedy recovery... someone might be missing
you so much they would be wishing to miraculously make you appear in front of them..
someone might be reminded of how good you look in that shade of blue...
someone must be recounting all the lost moments that made life worthwhile...
and ofcourse someone might be wishing you were dead! :o) hehe.. Anyway.

So do you think it will help if you could read all the good thoughts behind the
seemingly horrid actions? I think so. Cos then no one would have to sing
"Have I told you lately.." or "You're still the one" or "Right here waiting" or
"Patience" or ..."I want it that way". :o) Life would become so much simpler
cos you would intuitively know the other person's emotions.. wants and needs.
You wouldn't have to threaten someone into expressing their emotions to know
exactly what they feel. It would mend broken hearts and injured ego's too.

Can I stay in my utopian world? Please????

U turn...

Did you say I am beautiful? That's cos his eyes watch me always.
Did you say I wear a lovely smile these days? That's cos I think of his one glance and feel gay.
Did you say I am less attentive? That's cos his thoughts are on my mind night and day.
Did you say I have a glow around me? That's cos of his warm hugs on cold nights.
Did you say I always fly? That's cos his sweet nothings take me to cloud nine.
Did you say I dont look at you? How can I when all I see are his enchanting eyes on mine.
What..
Did you say I look sad now? That's cos no more is the sea calm and the path is fraught with strife
Gone are the days when he looked at me and said I complete his life.

Tujhya sathi..

kalel ka tula majhya ragavnya magacha karan..
disel ka tula majhya chidanya magacha prem..
samajatil ka tula majhya manachya yaatana..
umajatil ka tula majhya tujhya sathichya bhavana...

awaghad jhala aahe saara tujhya vin..
rakh-rakhit jasa vaishakhatala oon..
maya tujhi maj var shraavana sarakhi barasel ka...
mi chidale tari hi tu parat mala phone karashil ka...?

pahaat hotach pahte mi tujha msg aala ka...
aanghol karatana vatata tu chorun pahat tar nahiyes na..
jevatana aathavatat tu bharavalele ghaas..
swatach swatahla bharavatana khoop hoto traas..
duparchya unhat sawali khali bolaavatos tu..
an sandhya kali prasanna jhuluk houn sukhaavatos tu...
ratra matra faar jad jaate mala..
na msg, na phone.. kahich karata yet nahi tula..
swapnat matra khodya kartos faar..
hasavate, lajavate, angi romanch aanate tujhi nazar..

veda man majha parat sakalchi vaat pahata..
tujha ek msg yeil mhanun dahada phone uchalata..

aajchi sakal matra faar vegali hoti
damale hote mi tujhya msg chi waat pahun..
aani man majha belagaam palat hota ithun tithun..
asa he aapala kiti divas chalanaar..
asale tasale vichar saare kadhitari hotech majhya manat yenaar.
yaala tu jababdar aahes asa navhatach mi kadhi mhatala..
pan ya var action ghena malach jamel he mala nehemich hota vatala.
kay karu samajat nahiye...
tu havaayas aani tu nako hi aahes ashya katrit mi sapadaliye..
kamkuvat man majha...
tujhya barobarche don premache kshan jaast mahatvache aahet he janata..
vyavahari man matra... tu gelya nantarchi ratra aathavata...
premache don kshan ki vedanechi kaali nisha..
andhuk shi aahe mana-sarakhya udyachi aasha..
udya chi waat pahat rahu shakenhi mi aajchi raat ekati..
pan vyavahari man majha vicharta ka karu majhya var hi sakti.
tula kalatay na mi kay mhanatiye te...
ki majhya sarakha tu hi adakun padalas vicharan madhe?

majhya sathi mhanun tu majhya kade yeshil ka...
udyachi waat na pahata aaj ratrich paratshil ka?

tujhya majhya milanachi khatri aahe tulach fakta..
pan aaplya ekatra yenya sathi sandava lagu naye konas rakta..
mi kahich suchavat nahiye ithe.. majhya manachi baju mandatiye fakta.

tu bhetalas ki man kasa prasanna hota...
pan tu gelas ki chehra kasa margalun jaato..
rojacha he maran taalava asahi vatat nahi...
pan majha man mala tyatala sukha hi bhogu det nahi..
dwidha jhaliye majhi sthiti... aata tari samajali ka tula majhi maanasik paristhiti?

mhanun mi achanak tujhyavar chidate... achanak tujhyavar ragavte..
aani mag swatahlach vicharte...

kalel ka tula majhya ragavnya magacha karan..
disel ka tula majhya chidanya magacha prem..

And the saga continues...

2007 started with a bang as usual... Didn't have too many exotic
wishes or expectations from this year either. Just the normal ones..
that this year sees me earn a million dollars and that I own a mansion
in Hawaii etc. Donno where and why it went wrong though, the year so far
has seen me go through some really troubled times.

And then there was 2nd of May when I got operated for appendicitis.
Thankfully with God-gifted angels watching over me (my parents and siblings )
:o) i am recovering pretty good.

Wish me a speedy recovery.. I am bored sitting at home.